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Thursday, October 23rd, 2003

(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:oh yea!
Time:5:43 pm.
Mood: happy.
I GOT MY LICENSE ON MONDAY! YEA BABY!

I ALSO FINALLY GOT MY FUCKIN SPANISH CLASS FIXED! OH YEA!

I ALSO LOVE MY BOYFRIEND MORE THAN ANYTHING! I LOVE U BABY!

i dont wanna work 1-6 on saturday...worst hours.

i cant wait to go to the mall tomorrow after school.

i cant wait till i get my own car.

i cant wait till i can chill with joe on sunday! since he has work, i have work, and he doesnt have his car AGAIN! once again its getting fixed, but beware...he has a hot ass car. dontm ess wit tha best.

adios chicos y chicas

Sunday, October 5th, 2003

(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:holla
Time:12:12 pm.
Mood: calm.
omg yea i havent been online in forever. i never go on anymore. they hired 2 more new ppl at work which i dont even see the fuckin point cuz everyone that works there now barely gets any hours anyways, so ill get even fuckin less. i put in like 9 hours this week n 3 for like the past 2 weeks. then i gotta work wednesday night n i think im takin hours for someone on sunday but i didnt make sure i could yet. cisco visited me at work friday n i gave him sum free stuff. then he decided to go thru the drive thru afterh e left n ask how many ounces were in our sausage. i could tell it was him cuz he couldnt stop laffin his ass off. lol.
i got my senior pics back yesterday! FINALLY!
oh wow and i hate school so much. everything sucks about it.
the only thing im lookin forward to is the trip to NYC in march...right before my birthday so it'll be the best b-day present, and the possible trip to Costa Rica a week after graduation. i dunno if imma go to CR cuz my rents said "we can either pay for the trip or pay partially for a car" n i want a fuckin car so...
well anyways joe is coming over at like 4-5pm today n i cant wait cuz i havent seen him in like 2 or 3 days. his 18th b-day is TEUSDAY! i bought him a present at the mall 2 days ago when i went with jeremy jordan christy n nichole.
i wanted to buy him somethingelse but i spent ALL of my money 2 days ago n i literally only have $1 left.
$1 to last me another week.
i needa start practicing driving. my rents scheduled 3 lessons the 15th, 16th, n 17th for me.
hopefully ill be able to pass my road test the 20th otherwise ill hafta re-take my 5 hour cuz it expires november 4th.
that sucks.
well im out.
*Pe@cE*

Monday, September 22nd, 2003

(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:heyyy!!!!!!!!!
Time:4:44 pm.
Mood: sick.
whoa!! lotta shit has happened since the last time i wrote in herre.
i DIDNT pass my road test on the 16th but i could really give a shit since i donth avea car to drive anyways. although ti would be nice to drive around with friends and without parents in the car. my mom let me drive alone with joe like 3 times but not anymore since "she just realized it was illegal".
i got glasses last week and i just picked htem up like 2 hours ago. i look like a retard with glasses. i only needa wear em when im like lookin at the board in school or sumthin tho.
well i had a 2 week long cold like 3 weeks ago that i just got rid of last week. if that makes sense. n i got it back again like 10 times worse! i hate colds. i sound like a little conjested retarded kid. o well.
yea i was deff supossed to go to the new golden tans with my 3 nolportzer bffl's jeremy jordan christy, but i hadda go pick my damn glasses up n then my mom wanted to take me out n buy me some shoes.
school sucks still. i wanna fuckin kill myself when i sit in spanish class its the worst fuckin class ive had in like YEARS. everything about it fuckin sucks.
i made an appointment with ms slavione like 2 weeks ago n she still didnt get back to me. prolly cuz my rents yelled ath er n she still didnt switch my schedule, but tough shit. i hate her.
my next road test is NOT in sodus this time. its on emerson&glyde. october 20th. 11am. wish me luck ya'll.
joes birthday is coming up soon! like 2 more weeks! october 7th!!! ill be able to drive alone with him since he'll be 18. like not him driving, but me driving HIM around. yea his car is a piece-o-shit.
i think he just pulled in my driveway. i can hear his car like from klem road which is MAD far down the road n i think i herred him.
peace ya'll.
luv u

Friday, September 12th, 2003

(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:holler
Time:4:50 pm.
Mood: energetic.
hey ya'll.
ok today was just a normal day gettin up early n gettin ready for school, until my mom turned on the news and said "oh wow. john ritter died"
i wasnt like in love with him as an actor or anything but i thougth he was pretty good plus he was mad young to die. he was 54. i dont know why but that just schoked me. i didnt believe her at first. i loved him in problem child n i thought he always seemedli ke a cool guy. all i could think about when i heard that was "how ironic it is to have a heart attack and die on september 11th" and "god i feel so bad fer his wife and kids". i dont know why but that got me sad anytime anyone mentioned it in school. im still sad n mad. its a shame that sumthin like that hadda happen.
well to a less depressin note, after school santina took me nichole n christy home. she was gunna take sara home too but our gay ass principle tok saras cell phone away form her n she refused to go without it for the weekend, which i would refuse to do as well, so she waited for him till he got out of his meeting n got it then.
we drove around n went to dunkin donuts. i hadda take off the ONLY day im owrking next week, cuz of my road test, and then we drove all around irondequoit and the city for like 2 hours. lol.
we drove by abbotts in irondequoit right across from the regal cinema, tuscanys, and damons plaza, n there were guys sitting out there n we thought htey looked kinda hot so we honked n they told us to pull in. we werent gunna at first but then we were like " what the hell" so we did. i was freakin out as we were turning aroudn to go into the parking lot cuz they r irondequoit boys n i remember saying "i bet they know joe i bet htey know joe. we needa leave"
we went there anyways. there were 6 guys. only 2 were cute. well one was decent n the other was hot. they both knew joe too. they were like "your joe's girl?!"
damn i knew that would happen.
the hot one wouldnt talk to us that much cuz he said he was too old for us. he was 21.
the other one was 16, the one that wask inda cute, n he tlaked ot us fer like 10 minutes. it turns out hes FRIENDS with joe, n he said "have joe page me when he gets outa work". lol.
EVERYONE knows joe. it aint even funny.
well tonite im chilin with christy n jeremy n jordan n im so happy that its a friday.
i hafta work tomorrow at 8-11am so i cant sleep in, but i cant saturdy night.
me n joes 1 month anniversary is sunday, buth e hast work so i can only chill with him from like 12pm-2:30pm, then he hasta ounce to work.
oh well.
im out.
ILU all

Wednesday, September 10th, 2003

(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:hola! aloha!
Time:7:34 pm.
Mood: hyper.
heyyYO!!!!
im in a silly ass mood despite the news i got from ym rents when i got outa work at 6pm tonite.
my dad talked ot ms fuckin salvione n mr fuckin kilian. they said i cant change a fuckin thing on my schedule. bastards. my rents r so mad. they fuck9in wanna kill my school. my dad kinda sorta a little but not really yelled at mr kills. he deserved every word im sure.
CISCO UR A DORK!
ok then, yea im pissed about the schedule shit.
well i dont have nuthin to say.
hoooooRAHHHHHH!

Sunday, September 7th, 2003

(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:grooosssssssssssssss
Time:12:19 pm.
Mood: angry.
i fuckin hate school. i thought sincei t was fuckin senior year it would be the funnest but it fuckin sucks ass. my schedule sucks n the counselors n EVERYONE r fuckin gay. i wish i could drop out but thats not gunna be happening.
tomorrow i have spanish. that class is my least favorite n its not cuz of the teacher either, or cuz its SPANISH class. thats the thing i wanna switch most.
n they wont let me have earl release. i hafta work at 3 on wednesday n imma hafta leave school early cuz even if jeremyn jordan take me home ill be home at 2:45 n only have 5 minutes to get ready so imma get in trouble with my boss if i tell her i cant work weekdays cuz i dont have fuckin early release.
ughhh i could fuckin kill someone.
well anyways, imma chill with joe today after he gets back from the mall with nichole n jerry.
this is ass...im out.

Thursday, August 28th, 2003

(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:fuckin A
Time:4:36 pm.
Mood: aggravated.
damnit school sucks. i went in the hange my schedule around so i could get early release liek i signed up for but the fuckin staff n school is full of cock suckin shit n said "we cant change ur schedule aroudn to fir in early release".
I WANT TO GO TO SCHROEDER I WANT TO GO TO SCHROEDER I WANT TO GO TO SCHROEDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck this shit. rl is fuckin GAY!
i neevr used to think it was that bad but now i see that its seriously fucked.

well anyways on monday i went to the mall with nichole jerry n joe n then we met jerry n joes friend john n we all went bac kto nicholes house for like 2 hours n hung out. it was fun. then joe caem to my house afterwards.
on teusday joe came over n i showed him my senior pics which i just got back on teusday. he is completely OBSESSED with this one pic of me.
yesterday, wednesday, he came over again n we hung out till he hadda go to work and today we did the same thing n he left at 3:45 cuz he hadda be at work at 4.
well yesterday nichole and jerry broke up. i feel so bad. to most of r friendsi t was liek onyl a matter of time cuz they thougth he treated her badly.
i wouldnt really know cuz ive only hung out with them 2 together like 4 times, but when jerry was in a friendly mood, i personally thougth they were mad cute together.
who knows what will happen, but i feel bad.
damn i need my pelo cut! (<~~hair)
i havent gotten it cut in like 5 months. its ok tho. its the longest its been in a few years, but joe wont let me cut it cuz he loves girls wit long hair. w/e.
ok anyone who has gym 1st block on days 1,5,7, please fuckin lemmie no cuz i dont have it wit ne1 n if i find someone who has it then then i wont switch it but for now i really wanna switch it even tho the gay ass school wont let me.
i g2 call joe at 11:30 tonite, work from 1-6 tomorrow, 8-11am saturday, and then go with jordan to his pics at 3 later that day, n then go to livonia with the fam when i get home, n then sunday i work from 1-6 so i have a jam packed schedule thats gunna be hard to fit joe in there. i wont be albe to see him AT ALL on saturday. he'll rpolly come over tomorrow nite n stay till like 1:30 n then same thing on sunday. then i think on monday imma go chill with jeremy n jordan n possibly christy if we can make any plans with her sincei guess we were posta chill with her today but i ddint even no about it.
well im out
peace

Sunday, August 24th, 2003

(1 KiSs | ~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:oh wow
Time:11:22 pm.
Mood: content.
i cant believe we start school in 10 fuckin days. this sucks cock.
well, actually it doesnt seme that bad cuz i already have mad classes with friends but i just needa switch my gym class around so i have it with people. thats the only thing that would make me pissed off about school starting, oddly enough. oh yea, plus joe cant stay till like 2am anymore n i wont be able to tlak to him on the fone till like 3-4am anymore cuz "i need to go to bed at a reasonable hour".
fuck that. y do parents say that? to ME 3am or 4am IS a reasonable hour especially if its for a good cause. lol.
well my road test is september 16th in sodus. CANT WAIT since i fuckin hadda cancel it cuz my rents r mad gay. damnnnn.
well, today my dad hadda tell me to get up 5 different times to get ready for work, which was from 1-6pm today. joe left at 2am. i called him at 2:30 n i guess we talked till 3:30 but i really dont know what about for the last like 15 minutes cuz i fell asleep apparently. he said he was asking me all these random questions n i was just sayin "sure. yea. ok" to em. wellll i dont remember.
i feel like a good fuckin lil kid now! wanna no y? i havent put any kind of nasty smoke into my lungs in over 2 months and i dont plan on it EVER again. joe dont do nething either for personal reasons.
i havent touched any alcohol related thing in like....1 month? sounds about right. GOOD FER ME!
can i just say one thing tho....I LOVE MY NEW SHOES! DAMNN!
arright well at 9am on teusday my mom is going to my senior picture studios to get the photo album of ALL the pics i got taken. like 20-30 of those were with jeremy jordan n jackie. :-)
well i cant go wit her cuz i have an appointment with ms salvione at 9:20am to change muh schedule.
i havent been depressed in a WHILE, but for some reason a few days ago i started to slip back into my old moods where id be crying or sad n mad for no reason at all.
i was like 2 nights ago n i felt bad cuz joe thougth i was mad at him n he wanted to know what was wrong but i told him nothing cuz i didnt know what to tell him since I didnt even know what was wrong.
damn n u KNOW school is gunna turn me back into the old me. a depressed n cryin n agry mess.
i havent cried in over a month. thats REALLY REALLY REALLLLLLY WEIRD fer me.
i feel abnormal but i havent had a reason to cry since ive been happier in the past month than i have been in almost 3 years.
omg i cant fuckin believe its only 11:30. i fuckin have to wait another hour to call comperchio.
this summer has been the best ever. it wouldnt have been if i didnt keep comparing it to the one going into 8th grade. i was too immature then tho n i didnt like many of the people in my life.
i dont want to go to college or graduate from higschool. i wish time could stop like next month n neevr go on. i dont wanna get any older or move away from my friends or have them move away from me. i would want time to stop now but then i wouldnt be able to see more than half the people that id be seein once school started.
i havent tlkaed ot mike spath in over a month. i miss him. the last time we tlaked we were on GREAT terms n havin mad fun. but then an incident happened with sarah n jeremy n jordan n sara g took sarah's side so he hated all them n they hated him. n i guess my name was just added to the list mistakenly. the only friend he talks to now adays is christine. i wonder if he still works at wegmans? i miss that kid. he hasnt veen been online in forever n i dont even know if he is startin mcc...or has already started.
oh well. if ANYONE has noticed, ever since i stopped talkin to him i stoppped drinking/smoking so it was good in a sad kind of way. ill miss school without him this year. i would have called him 1009235987976542134751275481481 times by now if i knew hed want to talk but i think he thinks i blame him for the sarah incident just like they blame him so he probably would hang up.
in 15 minutes summer will be over unofficially in 9 days. officially on september 21st or sumthin around there.
comperchio in 45 minutes but i think i actually might call him early this time instead of 20 minutes after when he was expecting me to call him all the time. hey, its GOOD to be fashionably late, but maybe ill pull a phone call ontime.
aight im out. luv u all.
*peace*

Saturday, August 23rd, 2003

(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:hola
Time:11:55 am.
Mood: cheerful.
just got back from breakfast with the fam. last nite i slept over at christys house with sara, saras bf josh, nichole, n josh's friend jake who christy has a crush on. joe n me got there at 11pm n jerry was already there. jerry hung out till like 12:30 n then left. joe left at like a lil after 1am.
me n nichole slept on christys floor, christy slept in her bed with jake(they were up till 7 if that says nething), and sara n josh slept downstairs by themselves so somethin musta happened.
joe is coming over tonite. we have officially been goingo ut for 9 days now. lol.
well i think later today imma hang out with christy sara santina nichole n whoever else.
im goin to school on teusday to change my schedule COMPLETELY! damn it sucks. i dunno whether i should have gym 5th block n see if i can have early release the days i dont have gym, or find another gym n get early release everyday. this is so messed up. well if i have gym 5th i would be with crhisty and nichoel but i dunno. well im out.
*peace*

Monday, August 18th, 2003

(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:hoooRAHHH!
Time:12:19 am.
Mood: ecstatic.
hell yea! tonite was some hot fuckin shit! earlier i hadda work n joe stopped in with nichole n nichole stayed for 1 1/2 hours. then santina picked me up from my house after work at 8:15, n we went to joe's house to wait for nicholes b/f jerry, who was gunna drive my joe n nichole to charlotte for the RACE tonite, and to look at the hot ass cars. jerry finally got there at like 9:45, when he was supossed to be there at 9:00. santina sara goran n angel followed me jerry nichole n joe.
the cars were HOT!
then joe was like the main person who prganized this race between two differnt cars so we drove till we found a long ass vacant street near greece mall, n there were like over 100 people there n we watched the cars fuckin race n it was soooooo HOOOOOTTTTT! whoa
then when jerry(who has a fuckin HOT ass eclipse!) was drivin home, we ran into one of his n jopes friends on the road who also watched the race n we raced him n his gf who was in his car for like a minute, just for fun. damn it was hot.
i love the feeling of racing. its like an adrenaline rush. i wish i was drivin one of those cars. i wanna race so bad, cuz im mad competitive. like when we were racin fer fun after "the biggest race of the season" as joe kept sayin, i was all into like "yea yea kick his ass come on drive faster". i dunno
well im out i g2 call my boy. :-) cuz supossedly he thinks im mad at him, but i think hes a lil paranoid. awwwwwwww. cuz i aint mad at all. oh and i met his mom today. shes nice. well im out. g2g call him before he thinks i hate him or somethin.
OH WAIT! i didnt think i lost ANY weight this summer till now...i havent weighed myself in 3 months n i found out that i lsot 10 LBS! YAY!(<~lol joe)
well im out. ILU all!

Friday, August 15th, 2003

(1 KiSs | ~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:WHOOAAA!
Time:4:58 pm.
Mood: happy.
whoa....lotsa shit has happened in the past week n 1/2.
i went to the thousand islands with nolportzer from sunday till wednesday.
when i got back i had joe over, and he asked me out before he left, which was like 1:30 in the morning. :-)
last sunday he was supossed to leave at like 12:30 but he left at 2:30 in the morning cuz we lost track of time.
monday jackie is coming over n teusday imma get my senior pics taken. jeremy jordan n jackie r going cuz we r gunna take mad friend pics.
joe was over today but he left at 2:45 cuz he hadda bounce to work.
i hafta work tomorrow at 7 in the fucking MORNING!
sunday when me n santina r working, joe is gunna come with john n make fn of us in our gay ass outfits.
damnnnnn i miss thousand islands. it was mad fuckin fun up there with christy jeremy jordan. otherwise known as the NoLpOrTzEr.
when i came home, joe came over later that night n gave me a present. :-) :-) :-)
im so happy i have a boyfriend.
i needa reschedule my roadtest again! dammmnnnn
oh shit, now hes got my sayin that....all he says is DAMMMNNN.
well im OUT!
jackie thanks for given the approval hun. cant wait till crazy ass monday!
<3*8-14-03*<3
peace

Wednesday, August 6th, 2003

(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:ewwwwww
Time:11:50 am.
Mood: gloomy.
im so mad rite now.
i chilled with jeremy n jordan n crhsity n sara from 9-12 last nite then i called joe n now they r ALL pissed at me cuz i talked to joe for a while.
i actually hung up with him at 4:30, but i woulda hung up sooner if i new i was keeping them awake n shit. i feel like such a fucking bitch now n i wish i neevr called him at all, not that its his fault, but i wish all my friends werent mad at me.
they all went to bed between 1:30-2:00 n they all went to bed mad. if they were already mad then, then i just thought that i cant do anything right now to make them not MAD at me so i might as well stay on the fone since i cant change there attitudes. me christy n jordan slept in teh basement n i just found out like a half hour ago that i kept them awake all night,. even tho i tried to talk as quiet as i coulod. i feel like such a bad friend n such a fucking bitch n i wish i could cahnge everything n make them not mad at me anymore, cuz i HATE IT when people r mad at me.
we r going to christys at like 5, n imma sleep at saras after that, so they will get UNMAD at some point in the day, but i wish i neevr made them mad at all.
joe is gunna come to saras house to visit me after he gets outa work n hes gunna leave around like 12:30. well im out cuz im in a bad/mad/sad mood.
they were like all ignoring me a few minutes ago i was jut like sittin watchin the rain n they were all across the house from me. oh well.
*peace*

Tuesday, August 5th, 2003

(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:funnn...
Time:10:26 pm.
Mood: excited.
im at jeremy n jordans house rite now. earlier i went to the mall with nichole, her bf jerry, n joe.
joe went to darien lake with themm all yesterday n he spent mad money tryna win me stuffed animals. he gave em to me today. they r so cute.
but neways sara, me n christy r all sleepin over here, n so far its been pretty fun.
JORDAN GOT A JOB AT DUNKIN DONUTS! IM SHITTIN MY PANTS CUZ IMA SO HAPPY! ME CHRISTY N HIM ALLWORK TOGETHER NEXT SATURDAY.
tomorrow night i think imma sleep over at saras house with jeremy n jordan. its gunna be mad fun.
tomorrow during the day i think im gunna go with jeremy jordan n sara to work out at christys house.
i have to call joe in 1 hour and 15 minutes. :-) :-) :-)
well im out
*peace*

Monday, August 4th, 2003

(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:peaaaaacccccccccccee
Time:11:24 pm.
Mood: happy.
hilarious: you are as funny as the cheekiest guys
in class and know everything thats happening on
TV and all the hot places to chill. you aren't
a typical bubblegum princess, you pride
yourself on your musical picks and your
attitude. sometimes you get carried away and
often get scolded for that, but otherwise if
people want to have fun then you're the person
they'll come to! you can be as girlie as
britney when you're in the mood and as hard
assed as pink when you want. your friends love
you for being so; fun, interesting and
unpredictable, you go girl!


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(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:heyyy
Time:11:14 pm.
Mood: happy.
today was mad fun!
i woke up n hadda help my mom clean the rest of the house before my cousins came over tonite for this party my mom was having, so i couldnt go to darien lake with santina, nichole, goran, angel, jerry, joe etc.
but instead at like 2, i went out with christy jeremy n jordan. we drove to charlotte to saras house n chilled there till 4, when sara hadda go to work.
then we went to greece mall while she was at work. i didnt buy anything but it was SO much fun...
at 8 we got sara from her job and then we drove back to webster.
christy was gunna sleep over at jeremy n jordans with sara n i was too, until christys mom said "we dont do co-ed sleepovers". she was talkin bout christy n herself.
it woulda been mad fun if christy slept over there too! but since she didnt, i neevr ended up sleepin there since j n j n sara were gunna go to bed early.
they have an interview at dunkin donuts at 9 am tomorrow! i hope they get the job! it would be so fuckin hot there if they did, since theres like 25 girls working there right now and 1 GUY! one guy got fired n another quite so there is a grand total of 1 left.
but i came home at 8:30 n visited with my cousins.
MY COUSIN KATIE WAS HERE! I WAS SO EXCITED CUZ I HAD NO IDEA SHE WAS GOING N I HAVENT SEEN HER IN A WHILE! i missed her grad party in june, so i was happy i got to see her now. shes starting at fredonia in like 2 weeks.
i was gunna sleep over at jeremy n jordans after like an hour of chillin with my relatives, but jordan said to just forget about it since they were prolly going to bed rite once i got there. better for me tho cuz i got to spend time with my family longer since i havent seen em in FOREVER!
tomorrow me jeremy jordan n sara r going to christys house n work out in her basement at like 2, since christy is like stocked up with excercise stuff. CANT WAIT!
after that i think imma chill with nichole, santina, joe etc. speakin of joe, i gotta call him in a half hour at midnight.
well im out.

Saturday, August 2nd, 2003

(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:*~*WhOa*~*
Time:9:00 pm.
Mood: okay.
whoa shit the concert was so fuckin awesome last nite! my ears stopped ringing at like 4pm today. lol. we had MAD good seats, i got MAD good pics, n it was the LUDEST FUCKING THING IVE EVER BEEN TO. none of us could hear eachother for like 2 hours after it was over, and when i woke up this morning my ears still sounded muffled, n they rang like a bitch.
there were so many ppl there...it was fuckin crowded like fuck.
well, today i went to work from 1-6. it was fun cuz it was just me n jen from like 2-6. tomorrow i gotta work at 8-1 and next saturday i work from 7-1.
i got my paycheck just for last saturday. it was $30. my one for last sunday will be like $35.
i ALMOST wasnt gunna be able to go with ejremy jordan n christy to the thousand islands from monday-wednesday. but everythings all worked out now.
only prob is i HAFTA RESCHEDULE MY ROAD TEST SINCE ITS ON TEUSDAY! o well...now i can schedule it for where i wanted. Sodus.
welllll tonite i cant do anything since i gotta wake up at like 6.
tomorrow after work im pretty sure imma chill wit jen.
tiffany quit kmart, n jen might be too. that sucks cuz its just when sarah is gunna get a job there, so she coulda worked wit her sister AND jen. o well. Im out.
*pe@ce*

Thursday, July 31st, 2003

(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:life sucks
Time:9:21 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
everything makes me mad. i want money but i dont wanna get a job and work for it. i dont know where the fuck im going in life or where the fuck i wanna go.
i need a car. i dont no if ill get my license on the 5th or not..im praying for it tho.
me n jeremy got in 2 fights last nite n another one today because he decided to chill with people who he said he was gunna give a freakin break too since he said he chilled with them too much. welll.....HE DOES!
anyways, today i went to the mall with sara, nichole, santina and shannon. we stopped at salvatores real quick n then went to this place called trumans in sunrise plaza cuz sara wanted to stop n see if they had cute stuff. then we all hadda go home.
i hadda go home cuz i got a free movie pass for gigli n i was posta go with ejremy n jordan but like i said they chose to chill with people that they chill with all the time instead of doing something different for just 2 hours, so i didnt end up going.
tomorrow is the stripped/justified concert. cant wait. i hafta work at 1 in the after noon saturday tho n i dont think imma be awake enough to work.
i wish i got a job at golden tans...my fucking DREAM job! thats so hard about spraying the beds down! nothing! my dream! oh wow!
ive been sick for 9 days now. for some reason i just feel like imma throw up outa the blue like once or twice a day. when i woke up at jeremy n jordans this morning i felt like i was gunna throw up n jordan said he would drive me home so i went home rite once i woke up.
5 DAYS TILL MY ROAD TEST!
i BETTER pass, or the grader is gunna get it.
well when school ended in june i promised myself id lose 20 lbs and that id get a job. at least i did one of those things but it doesnt look like anyitme in the near future ill be doing the other.
i needa schedule senior pics. i dont wanna take em. just thinking about em pisses me off. i have nothing to wear n no where to go for em. i wanna get em done at leichtners even tho they r mad expensive, but all there demo ones on the site are like from the knees up n u can only get ur senior pic on ur fuckin head. did they think about that? those pics dont even help me decided since NONE of them r anything i can use for the yearbook.
UGHHHHH........bye

Tuesday, July 29th, 2003

(1 KiSs | ~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:where the fuck did summer go?
Time:6:35 pm.
Mood: calm.
seriously, where did summer go? its goin by so fast, plus the past 2 weeks have been shit. theres only 4 weeks left n we've already had 6...what the fuck ever.
today me jeremy n jordan went to chrsity house and noon n were there for like 20 mins. then we went back to j n j's for 15m inutes so they could grab some money for the mall. sarah buckert pulled into the driveway cuz she just got outa summer school so she came with us to the mall. there is like nothing at the mall right now...everything sucks.
after the mall we went tanning at someplace that was near marketplace called ultra tan. it didnt work, n the guy that was working there like MADE me christy n jordan buy some cheap ass tanning lotion that didnt work for shit n after like 30 minutes of having it in our purses after we got done tanning, the cup it was in exploded for me AND christy.
we dropped sarah buckert off at like 3:30 n then went to eastway wegmans for a card for jeremy n jordans paretns 20th wedding anniversary and then jordan n christy bought icecream for themselves, n we bounced to christys.
the only good thing we got from ultra tan was the guy gave us free sneak peak passes to Gigli with ben affelck n jennifer lopez at tinsletown at 7:30 this thursday. we all got one pass which can admitt 2 so jeremy me n jordan n bringing santina sara and nichole. sarah buckert is bringing her sister tiffany. christy is gunna bring her friend evan. its gunna be so much fuckin fun! cant wait cant wait!
jeremy n jordan r seeing pirates of the carribean rite now n im not sure if im chillin with them afterwards. i was supossed to sleep over but there dad said he dont want ne1 sleepin there tonite. i might sitll be if he changes his mind but we'll see whats happenin.
omg 2 funny things happened today. after we dropped sarah off, all four of us thought jen was driving behind us so we kept starring to see if it was her. we called jens cell n rite once jordan did the girl behind us who we thought was jen waved with a BITCHY look on her face. i wanted to beat the shit outa her. it obviously wasnt jen.
and when christy jeremy jordan n me were walking into wegmans, this old lady stepped out of her car and closed the door n just stood there. rite once we walked by she let out a LOUD ASS fart! it was sooo funny n i felt bad but we all couldnt help but laff in front of her.
im so excited cuz my show is on tonite! paradise hotel! watch it! channel 7 at 9-10pm. omg its so fuckin good. theres maddd hot guys in there too. omg BEAU! mmmmm....
lol. itsl ike a fuckin temtation island....MADDDD GOOD!
well at least if no one feels tempted to watch it by readin this, then i no muh gurl jackie will be tunin in wit her b/f nate. LOL. my only suporters. n hey...if nate watches it guys, then u no its only for the pretty girls, SO WATCH IT! :-) :-)
oh yea...yesterday morning my boss calledm e at 7am! 7AM! she wanted me to work from 930-1230 cuz they were working short. i hadda go out it my mom at 10 tho so i couldnt work. i would have tho since those arent a lot of hours n i need the practice, but i wanted to relax for another 2 hours before i got up to get ready togo out with mom.
well aight...im done.
2 HOURS AND TEN MINUTES TIL PARADISE HOTEL! MMMMMM! lol
*peace*

Sunday, July 27th, 2003

(~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Subject:JJMJ?
Time:9:22 pm.
Mood: awake.
omg today was my second day of work. yesterday was the afternoon shift and it was soo boring cuz there werent a lot of customers. i messed up lotsa times but its aight. today i barely messed up but i hadda keep askin for help on how to make certain things and what buttons r used for each thing. o well...i get in soon i HOPE.
im starting to think i might actually pass my road test. i k turned great n did 4 PERFECT parallel parks in a row today when i practiced.
i only have 9 MORE DAYS till my damn road test. i hope i get an easy grader.
jeremy n jordan were over last night since my parents werent home. i usually NEVER have ANYONE at my house unless my parents r gone.
they seriosuly have only been to my house like 4 times this summer lol.
well, we watched a bunch of old movies n shit like scream(old memz) n they left at 11:30 cuz they couldnt find a ride to get them any later than that since they cant drive past 9.
today i came home n felt like i was gunna die. my feet were like killin me since out of the 6 hours that i worked i could only have a 15 minute break and that was the ONLY time i sat down for the whole 6 hours. i worked from 7am-1pm.i got to relax for about a half hour when i came home n then went out driving for 3 hours.
well im doin nuthin rite now n its gunns tay like that for the rest of the nite cuz i need to relaxxx...I CAN ACTUALLY STAY UP LATE TONIGHT! instead of goin to bed at 12:30 to wake up mad early in the morning for work. omg imma party it up(not really) n go to bed at the norm...like 3am. friday nite n last nite i went to bed at 12:30...but i didnt fall asleep til 2am cuz i wasnt used to sleepin that early, n then i would wake up like every half hour n get no sleep...tonite imma sleep like the good ol days! oh yea....the the concert is in 5 DAYS!
*peace*

Thursday, July 24th, 2003

(2 KiSs | ~*GiMMiE a KiSs*~ )

Time:11:19 pm.
Mood: crazy.
ok so i no i said i wasnt gunna do anything for the rest of the night but not even 15 minutes after i said that i found something else to do.
at 7:30 jen came and pickedm e up with susan and we went to the batting cages to meet jeremy n jordan.
they got there but it was crowded so we didnt really wanna bat so we went to webster park to walk n hang out n swing n shit.
well it starting thundering n lightening like mad when we went there so smart us sat on a bench n watched the lighting.
we left right before the storm got right over us tho, but it was fun.
but thats the last thing i did tonite, and for the past few hours ive been hangin out.
i cant wait till sara nichole santina me jeremy n jordan go spend a few nights down in christys thousand islands cottage...its gunna be MADDDDD fun! at least it will be something since i havent gone on vaca this summer. thats weird for me tho cuz i usually head out to some hot ass fuckin dope ass place for 2 weeks n have the time of my life but i guess i wont be able to party hardy with strangers in a hot ass place this summer! lol! well i cant wait till thousand islands....but im out.
*peace*

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